IS MY FAULT

hey...i back to here^^
i forgot why i closed my blogspot last time...
but this account is i purposely sign up to view someone blog (touch leh?haha~)
seem here also quite nice to write the blog...
so today just write at here^^

27 Feb 2009
going my hometown this week...
take around 5.5hours to reach my home^^ tired enough~
at 1st din decide to bek but suddenly make this decision bcs of the ptptn loan...
that is a long story behind...lazy to type d...
just have a conclusion : "IS MY FAULT"
ya..is my fault..cause of my careless...i miss the chance to apply the ptptn loan...
now i have to think abt the money! I M POOR !
I noe my family cant support me to continue my studies if i din get the ptptn loan..
i angry to myself...i hate myself...
my parents never worry abt the course fees while i study in ktar...
cause they noe i will settle by myself through the loan of ptptn...
but now...i make a huge mistake...
so no more ptptn for the situation now...
i got told my family abt the problem rite now...
dad said can ask my sister to support me...
mum said no nid worry...i can support u...
i noe they still will let me continue my studies although i cant get the ptptn...
but ... my youngest sister going to study soon...
she is UEC student...sure cant get the ptptn loan for her studies...
she nid to support by my sis also...she nid to support by my mum too...
why i got chance to get it but i still so careless and stupid ?
*$%$#%&

recently addicted with the online game- SDO~
everyday keep on put my fingers at the "ASKL" there...
play until boring...play until dinner time...play until sleeping time...
chiak lat lo!
same as today...
after having my dinner...start sdo again...
until now...stop and write the blog and prepare to sleep later...
today i dun noe is a really addicted with the game or i just want spent my time at there so that i can forget the ptptn...really dun noe...>.<"