True FRIENDSHIP is seen through the heart, NOT through the eyes

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

不屬於自己的世界


什麼都沒準備就去了Steelcase Graduate Trainee Program Assessment Day !!!
那裡根本不是我該去的地方...我根本混不進其他十三個人的世界...
不過我倒是很喜歡那裡的環境...是個Open Office Concept...
他人實力太強越顯得我的弱...
他們都說得一口流利的英文...他們的腦袋都是滿滿的知識...滿滿的idea...
而我卻腦袋空空...
team-game第三名賺了RM20Jusco Cash Voucher


總而言之...就當我做了一天白日夢吧...再見了! 這不屬於我的世界...

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

天使與惡魔大對決之一

上兩個星期的《天使與惡魔大對決之一》的雲頂小小聚會
很開心與大家相聚...笑聲依舊存在...快樂依舊存在...
真的好想念在金寶的生活呢!
硬要在堆積了一大堆的作業報告中擠出時間去打噗
硬要在滿滿的睡意中堅持一起窩在沙發裡看戲
硬要在三更半夜光顧嘛嘛當找老闆哈拉幾句
硬要在作業報告的最後期限逼自己通宵完成
硬要在空閒時間光顧怡保戲院
許許多多的回憶一擁而上...
我好想念你們! 

無業遊民

最近愛上了繁體字...大概是受了台灣之旅的影響 XD
覺得繁體字的多筆畫看了很舒服...我知道要用手寫的話對我來說就太難了!

畢業至今也已經兩個多月...
身邊的朋友大多數都踏進那又愛又恨的工作空間
我呢?卻還在把家裡的地量了又量...
因為種種因素...我錯過了幾個工作機會...都怪自己沒有打算好...
現在也只能等待...等待...再等待...
“沒關係啦!慢慢找啊~好的都是在最後才出現嘛!”
類似這樣安慰的話我也不知聽了好遍
總是告訴自己不要在意,但是一個人呆太久就是會胡思亂想啊!
所以最近的心情總是起起伏伏...


Monday, June 6, 2011

Kai Ching' BdaY


- Happy Birthday KaiChing -
a simple birthday celebration at Spice Vaganza for my old friend
we know each other for almost 20 years
study in the same school from kindergarden till college
such a long friendship we have appreciate 
I like her smiley face
I like her sweety sound
I like her cute laugh 
she is the one who always make us happy, make us laugh when chit-chat with her
such a nice friend I have =]



Tuesday, May 24, 2011

BuffdaY 2011

SURPRISE !!!


my lovely friend had gave me the BIGGEST SURPRISE for my buffday this year!!!
I'm so shock & happy while I saw them appear at my house!
Thanks my dear friends <3
I didn't miss the chance at last!
Although at first have more people to surprise me
but it is enough that I can celebrate my bday with 5 of you !
Grateful ! Appreciate ! Happy ! Surprise! Touch!

Saturday, May 21, 2011

I'm back

abandoned this place for 2 months and now I back to here again =]

short update for my life now
eat-sleep-online-movie-photo edit
these are my daily life during this week since I back to my home

most of my friends are hunting for the job and some even get the job and going start their career soon! but what am I doing right now?
I can't even get a clear mind for my future!

will it become 2 people trip instead of 3 for my Taiwan trip?
plan been spoiled because of over protecting?
don't know how to settle actually
after I get the confirmation, then what should I do?

missing the life at Kampar
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missing my lovely angels & devils members

will 521 become end of the world
if yes then I can't celebrate my 23rd bday on next day =P
recall my past few years birthday
2006 - first year enter TARC, celebrate with friends and new housemate there if not wrong =)
2007 - celebrated with my family & friends at hometown
2008 - join Genting group for work, celebrated with my gang & some new friend there
2009 - having a small steamboat party at my new house with my dear friends
2010 - celebration at home as usual and late celebration with my friends at Genting
2011 - how would it be?

over so many years of my study life
I actually look forward for my birthday celebration every year
this year
I seem going to miss the last chance
so I plan to celebrate my year 2011 b'day with myself - ahYa -

Saturday, March 19, 2011

逃避

朋友是一种感觉,有些人相处几十年也不会成为朋友,有些人只要一见面就知道会是朋友。

三个月半没有更新了
全身布满懒惰虫的我连写下回忆都变懒了吗?真糟糕~

人的感情真的是太奇妙了
之前抚心自问的“值得吗?”,在短短的时间内就抹杀了那些隔膜...
这令我更加珍惜!
大多数的人都会觉得奇怪,不管是说出口或是保持沉默的
一切恢复得太快令大家有点不太相信
我自己倒是不太注重这点
因为我相信从那一刻我们都变得更加珍惜彼此!!! XD

最后一个学期了<希望如此!>
恶魔的灵魂依然在我的身躯内!!!
尽管毕业作业和报告、还有那一大推大大小小的功课和考试都把我逼得紧紧地...
但我却还是一拖再拖
明知道能不能毕业的关键在于自己对待学业的认真
但是几年前的那种放弃学业的感觉悄悄地回到我身边了

哥哥所说的毕业等于失业的道理我终于明白了
逃避了这么久终究还是得面对的,不是吗?
如果以后我选择了一份不太相关的工作,那这几年我逃避是为了什么呢???

Thursday, December 9, 2010

“值得吗?”

呆在平静的地方太久,接二连三的事情让我有点喘不过气

《朋友》
问题始终无法打开心结
感觉大家开始分割你我
我们之间多了一层隔膜、少了一份熟悉、却又多了一分客气
以前-我依然怀念过去的我们
现在-我坦然接受现在的我们
未来-我无法想象未来的我们
我们的圈子差异越来越大
也许因为我的过失所以造就了今天的我们
但我无法回到过去弥补过失
环绕在身边朋友开始起了变化
我爱玩
我爱疯
我有了他们却渐渐远离他们
我抚心自问:值得吗?

《学业》
大三的学生
我却变得比以前还慵懒
只顾留下回忆而拼命吃喝玩乐
尽管前方有着一楼楼的问题
我还是埋没自己的责任心
只会在事后后悔却又无所行动
简直就是无药可救的境界
因为家人的过于放心
因为自己的明日复明日
塑造了这样放肆的我
如果我真的无法顺利毕业
“值得吗?”也来不及问自己了

《家人》
身在远方读书
不善于通过电话关心而忽略了许多家事
上了年纪的婆婆
正要更年期的妈妈
家里似乎发生了不少不愉快的事
手心是肉、手背也是肉
根本无法偏帮哪一边
只是收好自己那发达的泪腺
默默弥补我所应该有的孝顺
怨言总是在耳边响起
只能吞进心里
或是塞进通达姐姐的心里

《自己》
因为那超灵验的第六感
我即将错过我二姐的婚礼
一开始的情绪激动到慢慢认清事实、面对现实
到最后还是无法做出选择
放弃考试或者婚礼?
选择考试就无法见证姐姐最幸福的一刻
我最要好的姐姐、最宠我的姐姐
尽管我知道我不是美丽的伴娘
但是我还是不希望错过它
选择了婚礼我就要冒着重考或甚至重修的危机
一个学期换那么一天
七百五换那么一天
哥哥反问我:“值得吗?”

《感情》
最敏感的话题
总是埋藏在心里的最深处
试图不让别人侵入这充满伤疤的地带
虽然渐渐看开但还是不愿提起
接着是一段超越友情的一厢情愿
因他人两情相悦而告吹了
现在的寂寞寂寞就好
拼命顾好徘徊在边缘的自己
哪怕一不小心就跌下深渊
不想再对自己说“值得吗?”

Monday, November 1, 2010

懦弱

其实一切都过去了...
可是因为我的懦弱,我们却还在原地徘徊!
该往前跨的那一步,我还是缺乏勇气...
‘虚拟’的世界里,我们还是能聊一聊;
但是真实的世界里,我连对上她的眼都有点胆怯! 我恨我自己!

Last day of Octorber year 2010. Another two months to go then will be year 2011. Extremely fast !!!
Plan to use this short semester to start my Project II...but yet did NOTHING ! Haiz...
Plan to use this short semester to earn some money...but yet did NOTHING ! 
I really out of control in spending my ptptn loan ! How could it be? where my money gone? T__T

Saturday, September 11, 2010

YeaR Thr33 Sem On3

Quite a long time din update my bloG


Year three really is far more tough than I think...
because of the still-got-time, do-it-tomorrow style, I had rush all my assignments, presentation, midterm, final year project I almost at the same time!
It was the worst time I had in my university life until now.
Although last semester I also had two days 24 hours awake mode to complete the assignment, but it involved with the different multimedia elements such as graphic/image, audio, animation and others and make me won't so easy to fall asleep while doing the assignment!
But...final year's subject really make me crazy in writing the report! I had big trouble in coming out the report because my writing skills is so poor.
combination of 26 characters become 50 pages report!
After the torturing time past, I had enjoy nearly 2 weeks own-define pre-holidays.
Go Ipoh jalan jalan, makan makan...Go Pool...Go Cheong K...
full of fun!
till now...one week after that will start my final exam for this semester...
but getting lazier and lazier compare to last time...
study not even ten minutes, then facebook for more than two hours!
self-control is really uncontrolled now!